Everyday life abroad

Coming up + New Life +

(Ix27m leaving Cape Town this weekend Saturday and arriving in Stockholm Sunday)... Real life, here I come! 5 years of modelling...... :) South Africa (Cape Town), Australia (Melbourne), New Zealand (Auckland), Hong Kong, China (Guangzhou), France (Paris), England (London). For the first time in my life I know that I want to return to Sweden...! ... And quit modelling and travels for now. I want to do what makes me happy, which is focusing on my clothing brand: emmaoclothing. Life is nothing unless you, yourself feel like itx27s worth living :) I want to give up the crazy parties, the crazy yet fucked up beautiful people, the shoots, the judgement, the simple ignorance, the x27life for the momentx27 mentality, the drugs & alcohol, the free stuff, the fake lifestyle, travels and leaving people behind, exchanging people same way as underwear, loneliness in the heart. No guys for a while, no confusion :) Real people and real life with substance. ... No beauty is true beauty, unless itx27s the same pretty reflection on the inside my mom always used to tell me - For the first time I can see how it really is the truth. Same as for Cape Town. 50% stunningly amazing beauty - 50% crazy insane crime and suffering = Beauty without real substance... ... Life is not a game and I do believe that everything does matter. Sooner or later it always... Will. x27Life young wild and freex27... Nope, haha. Maybe for a while... But for me itx27s enough now :) Three people Ix27ve met throughout these 5 years, Ix27m thankful each day that our paths crossed. I value these three people in the same way as I value my family, all three for three different reasons clothing brand makes me happy and feels like it makes a difference. ... Something I never felt while doing modelling. My factory in Zimbabwe (Africa) keeps 21 amazing African women busy working Alt-J - Something Good Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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70's sunnies x.

"... Heaven on earth Back again Into Under Far in between Through it In it And above..." Gabrielle Aplin - Home. Om du kunde vakna i ett önskescenario i morgon - Var skulle det vara??? Var skulle du vara med vem (?) Under vilken årstid? Göra vad? ... Om jag kunde vakna varsomhelst i morgon - Skulle det vara på Fårö, i lugnet... Borta från allt. Allt förvirrande. I fred, med mig själv och min omgivning... Sittandes på stranden i den svala morgon luften, en julidag. En bok i ena handen och kaffekopp i andra. I ett tillstånd där jag inte behövde människor för att känna mig tillfreds och tillräcklig. ... I vetskap om att min mamma väntade på mig hemma i stugan :) ENGLISH! If you could wake up in a dream scenario tomorrow - Where would it be??? Where would you be with whom (?) In which season? Doing what? ... If I could wake up anywhere tomorrow - It would it be on Fårö, the serenity... Away from it all. All confusing. In peace with myself and my surroundings... Sitting on the beach in the cool morning air, a day in July. A book in my one hand and cup of coffee in the other. In a state where I did not need people to feel content and sufficient. ... In the knowledge that my mom was waiting for me at home in the cottage :) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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This is me ++ QUESTIONNAIRE - ANSWERS ++

SO, this is just me. Ix27m not saying that Ix27m x27anyonex27 or that Ix27m a role model. Ix27m not saying, x27be mex27... Ix27m just me. Ix27m not exactly sure of who I am yet... I guess Ix27m just another 21 year old whox27s trying to figure x27myselfx27 out in this world. This happens to be my blog... About my life. Ix27m happy to have you all as followers, if you feel inspired and intrigued to take a part of my world. ... Everyone strives for beauty, money success and fame - A simple life... Thatx27s what Ix27ve realized lately. A simple life, might not be so bad after all. YOUR questions (!) About me (body, exercise and food) Ix27m 174 cm tall and my measurements are: Bust 88, waist: 58 and hips 88. I exercise almost everyday (nothing else but running, one hour). If Ix27m in a bad mood or donx27t have the motivation to exercise, I just skip it :) ... My best tip for x27motivationx27 though is, MUSIC - I almost always get great motivation to run if I hear my favorite tunes :D I eat like anyone else these days... I used to eat a low GI type of food for years. These days I just eat x27normalx27. Breakfast, lunch coffee and dinner each day. Pasta, pizza, potato and meat, curry with rice... Wraps and sandwiches... Sushi. Yogurt and cereal... Fruits and energy bars... Hm :) Coffee a few times a day to survive! My body has changed a lot during the last months - Bigger boobs, less fat on my legs and arms... More curves on my hips = A woman. Ix27ve gone through many ups and downs when it comes to my eating during these years of modelling. For the first time I started EATING properly... I though it would end up x27badlyx27 but it purely served me GOOD :) My body became the body of a woman and it gave me my highest payed model job so far as a bonus. haha. So stupid the things we do to ourselves for this ridiculous occupation... About me (friendships, family and love) In my life Ix27ve only had male friends, really... Except a few of my very close friends in Sweden. I get along better with guys... Since Ix27m really goofy and bubbly when you meet me in person. I like to lay on the floor laughing or playing video games. I never speak about modelling or superficial things in my x27free timex27, ever. I have one brother only, hex27s 25 years. He is one of the big reasons Ix27m such a tomboy in my personality I would say, haha :) Ix27ve only truly loved someone once in my life. But Ix27ve dated countless guys... Before and after my one x27realx27 relationship. Guys tend to fall in love with me pretty easily (hehe), but I do believe a reason for that is often the fact that they canx27t really x27havex27 me. Since most of the times Ix27m really emotionally unavailable... Ix27ve been proposed to a few times in my life. I have a hard time trusting people and I never give away too much of myself to anyone. I donx27t believe in words, like x27I love youx27 - I only believe in actions. Brahim and I are no longer dating, nope. The type of guy that would be able to make me fall in love would be someone sweet, simply, goofy but most of the time calm and serious. Preferably not a model... And not someone who is curious on drugs/alcohol. Someone who would make me feel safe, in my heart. ... At the moment Ix27m not exactly sure what I am doing... To be continued I guess :) About me (drugs, alcohol and smoking) Ix27ve tried drugs. I donx27t drink at all anymore. When I used to drink alcohol my favorite drink would have been something like Red Bull/Vodka. Classy, no haha :) I donx27t smoke anymore, but Ix27ve been smoking a bit on and off last year. This year - 2013 I donx27t want to have any of these things in my life! I believe itx27s no harm in trying certain things in life, just to get on the clear side with what you DONx27T want in life and what you DO want. I used to always say - Ix27ll never try drugs or smoke in my life... I tried, I saw and I said NO - I really donx27t want this in my life. About me (school, work and future) I finished school when I was 16 years old and went on my first model trip. Ix27ve done modelling in South Africa (Cape Town), Australia (Melbourne), New Zealand (Auckland), Hong Kong, China (Guangzhou), France (Paris), England (London). My mother agency in Sweden has sent me all these places. I started my clothing brand emmaoclothing when I was 19 years old. I can live off purely the money my label brings in. The highest paying model job Ix27ve ever done is the worldwide Blackberry TV commercial. I was the main girl and the paycheck is a small capital into buying an apartment :) For the nearest future Ix27ve decided to focus on my clothing brand (new collection release 1st of April). Working with this project has a lot of meaning for me, the people I help along the way (21 women in Zimbabwe who used to be unemployed). ... The fun of designing, having a own project and being creative + The money it brings in. No matter how much money I make off modelling - Ix27ll not do it for many more years. Ix27ve gotten what I wanted out of x27itx27 - Seen the world, done crazy things... Met crazy people, made ridiculous amounts of money... And what Ix27ve realized the past months is that I want x27normalx27 things in life. Simple. My dream is to buy a house on my county island x27Fåröx27 and an apartment in Stockholm, live with the people I love. Have kids and work as a daycare teacher in the future. About me (sex, feelings and parties) Yes, Ix27ve been sexually harrassed during my years of modelling. How to deal with sadness... When Ix27m sad, I always phone my mom. She is one of the only x27thingsx27 that can help me if Ix27m feeling down. Her and candy (chocolate), haha :) I never care these days what anyone says about me... I never believe in rumors about people, therefor I donx27t care what people would say about me. I used to worry and care going to castings... Trying to be perfect. It really is no point. Since those things has no importance in life. About parties... Ix27ve been to a fare amount of parties in my life, hehe :) Hm, best party... Hard to say. I guess some people would be impressed when I say Ix27ve partied with Chris Brown, Swedish House Mafia, Kanye West and Akon (haha)... Ix27ve been to billionaire parties... Ix27ve been on yachtx27s... Ix27ve seen and done it "ALL". But therex27s really NOTHING to be impressed about, I promise you. About me (South Africa, Sweden and home) Ix27ve lived on and off in South Africa for 5 years... Sweden will always be my home. I miss x27itx27 everyday. About me (skincare, hair and perfumes) I wash my face each morning and evening. Always when I come home from parties as well. I never wear makeup in the daytime... My skincare products are from Decleor, Elizabeth Arden and The Body Shop. I donx27t have any extensions and I never blowdry or style my hair when Ix27m not on a shoot. I use x27two in onex27 shampoo from Head and Shoulders, haha. The perfume Ix27m using at the moment is: Byredo, PULP. About me (movies, series and randoms) Favorite movies: Candy, Factory Girl, Gia, Alfie, Memories Of A Geisha, Titanic, Cast Away, The Vow, One Day, Jeff Who Lives At Home, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, The 5 Year Engagement, Dear John, The Lucky One, 500 Days Of Summer, Forrest Gump... Series: How I Met Your Mother, favorite series of all time! I started watching from episode one this summer in Sweden... I finished 7 seasons in like two weeks... I have the Sex And The City box as well as The OC box... Love both! I havenx27t turned on a TV for about 5 years... Answers on your x27randomx27 questions follows...... * I did have one New Year resolution, but I donx27t want to share it with the public :) * Advice to someone who wants to live a x27happy and carefree lifex27 - Is there such thing... (?) * I never feel unconfident, since I donx27t analyze myself on the outside, ever and I donx27t mind what people say about me... I only care about whatx27s inside and I know Ix27m a good person on the inside. * I do feel depressed often, Ix27m a very complex person and I think... A lot. About everything... * I do use an iPhone... But I donx27t have any favorite apps. * Nothing can heal heartbreak as far as I know - Except time I guess... * When I first travelled out of Sweden to model, I barely spoke English - Today Ix27d say my English is almost as fluent as my Swedish. * Yes, South Africa is dangerous and filled with crime. So you just have to watch out... Ix27ve been in many weird situations during these 5 years coming back and forth here. * I use an Canon G12 for my blog photos. * How I prepare for castings/photoshoots... (?) I donx27t prepare... Pretty much, hehe. * My last kiss... Was today :) * If I had a pet itx27d be a cat! * I have Swedish, Portuguese, Malaysian, Indian and Black blood. Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Sky Pair Of Wings.

"Show me your scars, Ix27ll show you mine." Frankie Rose - Pair Of Wings. Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Cape Town nights - - @ The Reserve - -

... Vilken vecka (!) Jag hade inte träffat några av mina vänner på jättelänge, då jag har varit sjuk från och till i nästan 2 veckor - Igår jag ute med en grupp människor - Bland annat, en av mina Bästa vänner i Kapstaden, Thomas från Danmark. Rolig kväll utan alkohol för min del :) Gick hem mitt i natten dock, galet tröööött av mina mediciner (!) Jag blev till och med inlagd på sjukhus häromdagen (infektion/uttorkning), så pass dålig har jag varit. Mår mycket bättre nu dock :) Sitter och ler, gör frukost OCH bloggar! ... Jag har inte kunnat gå på mina castingar på över 2 veckor - SÅ denna kommande vecka, då är jag i väg igen :D PS: Samt, denna vecka började jag jobba på nya kollektionen av emmaoclothing som kommer att lanseras i vår (!) Söndagskramar från mig! ENGLISH! ... What a week (!) I hadnx27t seen any of my friends for a long time, since Ix27ve been sick on and off for almost 2 weeks - Yesterday I was out with a group of people - Among others, one of my Best friends in Cape Town, Thomas from Denmark. A fun evening without alcohol for me :) Went home in the middle of the night however, crazily tireeeed from my medications (!) I was even hospitalized the other day (infection/dehydration), thatx27s how ill Ix27ve been. Feeling much better now though :) Sitting smiling, making breakfast AND blogging! ... I havenx27t been able to go to my castings for more than 2 weeks - SO this coming week, then Ix27ll be off again: D PS: Also, this week I started working on the new collection of emmaoclothing that will be launched this spring (!) Sunday hugs from me! Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Botanical + Kirstenbosch Gardens +

"This is how it works Youx27re young until youx27re not You love until you donx27t You try until you canx27t You laugh until you cry You cry until you laugh And everyone must breathe Until their dying breath." Vackra, vackra Kirstenbosch... :) ... Jag kollade på x27500 days of Summerx27 igen för några dagar sedan - Åh, så jag älskar den filmen (!) ENGLISH! Beautiful, beautiful Kirstenbosch... :) ... I watched x27500 days of Summerx27 again a couple of days ago - Ah, how I love that movie (!) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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emmaoclothing GIVEAWAY: 2 items from my clothing brand!

Girls in x27Over-size dress whitex27 = Ebba Zingmark (Swedish) -- Victoria Törnegren (Swedish). Girls in x27Top beigex27 = Fashion Charlet (American) -- heygia (Swedish). En rolig GIVEAWAY från mig till er emmaoclothing! På tisdag nästa vecka mejlar jag 2 vinnare; 1 som har vunnit x27Over-size dress whitex27 + 1 som har vunnit x27Top beigex27. I valfri storlek - För att tävla: Skriv en kommentar med x27Over-sizex27 eller x27Topx27 (den som du helst vill ha). Din storlek och mejladress. OCH din favoritlåt :) - EXEMPEL: Så här skulle det se ut om jag skulle x27deltax27 i tävligen; "Over-size, XS, emma@feber.se, Frankie Rose - Pair Of Wings." ENKELT - Eller hur?! :D Lycka till (!) ENGLISH! A fun GIVEAWAY from me to you emmaoclothing! On Tuesday next week Ix27ll e-mail 2 winners; 1 whox27s won x27Over-size dress whitex27 + 1 whox27s won x27Top beigex27. In any size - In order to compete: Write a comment with x27Over-sizex27 or x27Topx27 (the one you want the most). Your size and e-mail address. AND your favorite song :) - EXAMPLE: This is how it would look if I was to x27participatex27 in the competition; "Over-size, XS, emma@feber.se, Frankie Rose - Pair Of Wings." SIMPLE - Right?! :D Good luck (!) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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With my mom @ + Pigalle JAZZ restaurant +

Nu är min mamma hemma i Sverige igen sedan en tid tillbaka... Men när hon anlände i Kapstaden för att hälsa på mig, tog jag ut henne på det här stället - x27Pigalle Jazz Restaurantx27 :) Helt FANTASTISK mat och vacker musik...! ENGLISH! Now my mom is home in Sweden again since some time back... But when she arrived in Cape Town to visit me, I took her out to this place - x27Pigalle Jazz Restaurantx27 :) Totally AMAZING food and beautiful music...! Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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In my ears + WEEKEND TUNES +

Today Ix27m going back to the gym! I gave myself a 7 day break from everything, including exercising (!) ... Castings again on Monday :) - My 5 favorite songs at the moment! :) Daughter - Candles. Funeral Suits - All Those Friendly People. The Kooks - One Last Time. Trophy Wife - Take This Night. Mañana - Miss Evening. Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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From heart to heart DIARY OF LOVE.

Ix27m guessing this is how we work. The human mind, the human heart. Sometimes the pain is too deep - Too deep for us to let ourselves feel. We are so scared where itx27d take us. Thatx27s how it was for me - For a year I havenx27t x27letx27 myself feel the pain. ... Feel the overwhelming and heartbreaking pain of our x27foreverx27 that didnx27t manage to last. What happened? ... When we were actually so close. Now - I wake up every morning, look myself in the mirror and say. Why? I blame myself so hard, so so hard. For giving you up, for letting you go. When, today I see it all so clearly. See - How I shouldnx27t, shouldnx27t have given up hope. Hope on us and all our dreams. That today, are more relevant to me than ever before. Young and wise... Two words that rarely go together. "Go on with your life, you have so much to be grateful for. You are so successful, be happy. Date the cute guys, have fun. Travel, party, spend time at the beach with your friends." NO. This is it. What Ix27ve done - ... And itx27s not real. Itx27s not You. I would give the money up, the adventures, the clothes, the shoes... The people. For you...... For you to be able to forgive me. When love is real, it is. When it isnx27t, it isnx27t. It was real - And still is. I was just too stupid to understand the gravity of it at the time. Now, I do. The sad thing is... We do Wrong to learn Right... But sometimes along that road, we might - Loose something that mattered more to us. More than we ever though was possible to feel. None of you can ever truly know what happened between James and I - I guess itx27s only the two of us who can. Sometimes, timing is just not right. One is ready, the other one isnx27t - And the other way around... Since some time ago - Ix27ve also... Dared to look back at the memories of you. I kept it firmly hidden for about a year, from myself. Back in the day, first time we broke up: Video (this one has over 6000 views on YouTube)... If any of you still questioning and wondering why it never worked out for me and ALL the other guys Ix27ve dated... I think youx27re able to see why now. I just cannot compare or settle for something that is not This. Donx27t be with someone, to just "be with someone". Be with someone - If your incapable of living without that person. Elsewise, itx27s better to be on your own. The tag x27Jamesx27 on my blog is just too... Endless. As well as my love for him. This is just the way life is. ... Nothing will make me feel differently until the day something or someone truly proves me wrong. If a guy even mention x27I love youx27, spending lives together, kids, marriage, moving places... I leave... I wanted it with you. Like we always used to say and promise each other. x27Foreverx27. I could only see it with you... And frankly, I can still only see it with you. I reflect... Why, why did this play such big roll in my life - Though I have so much else... As well as SO many options...... (?) I think that, when I fell in love with James... I was x27newx27 - I had never been exposed to pain or hurt before in a relationship. No one had ever hurted me. I had never hurted anyone. I was beautifully naive in the fact that I loved truly, purely. Without doubting it. Without doubting love or x27protectingx27 myself from "what might come". I never though we would break up. I never though I would hurt you, so deeply... And I never though you would hurt me either. You hurt, he hurt. You hurt again. It ends. We go on... Find ourselves the next person. I meet the guy with the same eyes as you... Sad, in that beautiful way - Try again. But this time... With the memory of pain. The type of pain, that consumes us. I pull away - Before Ix27ve even given in. Just because... Ix27m too scared. Too scared of it. The whole process. The process, with the opportunity of might loosing again. Loosing a game thatx27s too hurtful to have lost. ... Or everything might just be about You. About You, that no one actually can replace you. Thatx27s what I keep on coming back to. That itx27s all for You. My thoughts of today - ... Some people might feel upset when reading this post, some people might judge. Some people will probably have felt something similar... Some people will just not understand. I wish everyone just stopped and became more honest. Stopped for a second, stopped worrying about what other people might think, might judge them to be. Might say is right and wrong. What they... What You should do. Yeah sure, I dated your opposite. The guy with money. The simple guy. ... I dated the guy with your eyes. The one with your sense of humor... The one with your issues... The one with your freckles... Maybe someone wants to judge me or say that Ix27m confused (?) Yes, I have definitely been confused. I canx27t even bother to care - Ix27ll just never be the one to choose the x27easyx27 way out of life. I believe in true love - Fear. Donx27t do this - Donx27t do that. He did this to you... You did that. Everything that doesnx27t come from the heart, is just an illusion. Illusion thatx27s a simplified picture of reality. Just do, You. No one else really matters. At least not what they say about you or what they might think itx27s right for you... Without even knowing the deepest curves of your heart. You know. My blog is just the diary of my life. My adventures, my experiences. Places Ix27ve been, people Ix27ve seen. Certain things mattered more to me, otherx27s didnx27t. Ix27ll never give up in life...... Neither will I ever settle - For anything else, but what I believe in. Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Nothing & EVERYTHING.

"Itx27s hard to love you ... I already gave my heart away to someone - And I never got it back." ... Den läskiga delen av livet, då man inser att man bara har älskat en gång. Det är vad jag går igenom just nu - Jag har ingen lust att blogga eller ta bilder. Jag x27förstörx27 för mig själv genom att skriva det här inlägget, men jag bryr mig seriöst inte om vad någon tänker. Eller hur förvirrad människor dömer mig till att vara. Jag är så över detta.. Min telefon är av, likväl som mitt hjärta. Jag har ingen lust att gå på mina castingar eller jobb. Är hemma... Och tänker - "Var gick allt fel." Allt. För att jag är här idag, utan dig... Jag har allt jag någonsin drömde om - Men ändå absolut ingenting. Jag återkommer, så fort som jag har lite energi igen ENGLISH! The scary part of life, when you realize that youx27ve only loved once. That is what Ix27m going through at the moment - I donx27t feel like blogging or taking photos. Ix27m x27ruiningx27 it for myself by writing this post, but I seriously donx27t care what anyone thinks. Or how confused people judge me to be. Ix27m so over this.. My phone is off, as well as my heart. I donx27t feel like going to my castings or jobs. At home... And thinking - "Where did it all go wrong." Everything. Because Ix27m here today, without you... Ix27ve got everything I ever dreamt of - But yet absolutely nothing. Ix27ll be back, as soon as Ix27ve got some energy again Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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WE ARE STREET KIDS.

"I donx27t know where I am going But I am on my way." Jag och mina goda modellvänner från New York - Cav och Mike! Dagens låt: Daydream med Beach Fossils. ENGLISH! Me and my good model friends from New York - Cav and Mike! Todayx27s song: Daydream with Beach Fossils. Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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@ the food market + OLD BISCUIT MILL +

Bilder från en underbar dag på matmarknaden x27Old Biscuit Millx27 (!) ... Min mamma åkte hem till Sverige igår...... Känner mig så ledsen :( Snart svarar jag på frågorna från frågestunden... Jag behöver fortfarande lite mer tid, också nu efter min mamma åkte. Idag ska jag iväg på en casting för Elle (!) ... Dags att sätta på sig ett leende :) Hörs senare... ENGLISH! Photos from a wonderful day spent at the food market x27Old Biscuit Millx27 (!) ... My mom went home to Sweden yesterday...... Feeling so sad :( Soon Ix27ll answer your questions from the questionnaire... I still need some more time, also now after my mom left. Today Ix27m off to a casting for Elle (!) ... Time to put on a smile :) Speak later... Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Wine tasting + STELLENBOSCH +

Jag och min mamma var ute i vackra Stellenbosch och gjorde vinprovning (!) :) ENGLISH! Me and my mom were out in beautiful Stellenbosch and did wine tasting (!) :) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Love from Cape Town + MOTHER & DAUGHTER +

Precis 30 år äldre än mig :) ... Och min allra bästa vän! ENGLISH! Exactly 30 years older than me :) ... And my very best friend! Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Party night + Saturday @ RESERVE +

Puuuh! :D Galen natt på en av våra favoritklubbar x27Reservex27 (!) ENGLISH! Puuuh! :D Crazy night at one of our favorite clubs x27Reservex27 (!) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Dinner @ + MAMA AFRICA +

Jag var och åt middag med min mamma på x27MAMA AFRICAx27 vid Long Street... Vilken ställe...!!! Afrikans mat :) Både jag och min mamma beställde blandtallriken med krokodil, struts och springbock...... :D ENGLISH! I went for dinner with my mom at x27MAMA AFRICAx27 by Long Street... What a place...!!! African food :) Both me and my mom ordered the mix plate with crocodile, ostrich and springbok...... :D Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Penguins + BOULDERS BEACH +

Jag och min mamma åkte till x27Boulders Beachx27 för att kolla på pingviner :) ... Det är så mysigt att ha min mamma här i Sydafrika ENGLISH! Me and my mom went to x27Boulders Beachx27 to check out the penguins :) ... Itx27s so cosy to have my mom here in South Africa Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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The world at large // OCEAN VIEW of CAPE TOWN //

"My thoughts were so loud I couldnx27t hear my mouth." Bilder från en båtresa häromdagen! :) ... Vackra Kapstaden... Dagens låt i mina öron är: Modest Mouse - The world at large. ENGLISH! Photos from a boat trip the other day! :) ... Beautiful Cape Town... Todayx27s song in my ears is: Modest Mouse - The world at large. Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Sunday fun // GOLDFISH @ St Yves //

Igår var jag ute med mina vänner på St Yves! :) ... Till och med min mamma följde med i en timme - Bara för att kolla in det :D Eftersom jag har festat där i åratal...... Idag öppnar min agentur igen efter julledigheterna! Kramar ENGLISH! Yesterday I was out with my friends at St Yves! :) ... Even my mom came with for an hour - Just to check it out :D Since Ix27ve been partying there for years...... Today my agency opens again after the Christmas holidays! Hugs Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Unconditional love + MOMMY IN AFRICA +

Mitt allt. Min mamma är mitt allt. Allt som spelar roll. … Om det inte vore för henne skulle jag redan vara x27borttappadx27… Inte x27förvirradx27 i denna galna värld jag lever i, utan faktiskt borttappad. Hon lyssnar på mina ord, tar mina misstag… Andas dem - Och ger mig ny luft. Kollar i mina ögon, stryker min kind och dömer… Dömer mig aldrig. Min mamma följde med mig till Sydafrika när jag var här och modellade första gången (endast) 16 år gammal - Även i Paris 18 år och i London 20 år gammal! NU igen :D ENGLISH! My everything. My mom is my everything. Everything that matters. ... If it werenx27t for her I would already be x27lostx27... Not x27confusedx27 in this crazy world I live in, but actually lost. She listens to my words, takes my mistakes... Breathes them - And gives me new air. Looks into my eyes, strokes my cheek and judges... Judges me never. My mom came with me to South Africa when I was here modelling the first time (only) 16 years old - Also in Paris 18 years and in London 20 years old! NOW again :D Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Questionnaire for you readers ++ THE END x NEW BEGINNING ++

Photos: From January 2012 up to now. NU är det dags för en x27FRÅGESTUNDx27 på bloggen...!!! Fråga vad ni vill...?!?! Jag svarar på ALLA frågor i ett inlägg inom tre veckor (!) ... Däremot svarar jag inte på frågor som är x27förx27 personliga eller frågor som är oförskämda, haha :) :D ... Det är över ett år sedan jag hade en frågestund på bloggen sist. Jag tror att det nästan har gått två år faktiskt! :O Ni är välkomna att ställa frågor angående modellande, tankar, mat, träning, hudvård, framtiden, drömmar, kärlek... Livet. 2012 har varit det galnaste året i mitt liv...... Hjärtesorg, nyfunnen kärlek... Kramar, slagsmål... Framgång med mitt klädmärke och pengar...! Jag har sett och känt extraordinära saker... ... Tillbringat tid på sjukhus. Stunder av total lycka - Stunder då jag inte ville leva. Bokstavligen. Förvirring... Lugn. Jag har saknat. Galna modelljobb, 2012 är året då jag bokade mitt mest betalda jobb genom tiderna (!) ... Att bryta ihop - Och att ta sig tillbaka igen. Hardcore träningspass och massa mat...! Den största lärdomen för mig detta år är... Att det är värt att göra x27misstagx27, det är misstagen som leder dig till insikt och tar dig närmare till att lära känna dig själv. Mitt år har varit SÅ upp och ned - På en nivå som jag aldrig trodde skulle vara... Hehe :) Jag är tacksam för allt detta år har fört med sig i pengar och erfarenheter - Samt hoppas på att 2013 kommer att bringa mer tur i lugn och stabilitet :) ENGLISH! NOW is the time for a x27QUESTIONNAIREx27 on the blog...!!! Ask whatever you want...?!?! Ix27ll answer ALL questions in a post within three weeks (!) ... Although I wonx27t answer questions that are x27toox27 personal or questions that are rude, haha :) :D ... More than one year has passed since I had a questionnarie on the blog. I think that itx27s almost been two years actually! :O You are welcome to ask questions about modelling, thoughts, food, exercise, skin care, the future, dreams, love... Life. 2012 has been the craziest year of my life...... Heartache, newfound love... Hugs, fights... Success with my clothing brand and money...! Ix27ve seen and felt extraordinary things... ... Spent time in hospital. Moments of complete happiness - Moments when I didnx27t wanna live. Literally. Confusion... Calm. Ix27ve been missing. Crazy modeling jobs, 2012 is the year when I booked my best paying job of all time (!) ... To break down - And to get back again. Hardcore workouts and lots of food...! The biggest lesson Ix27ve learnt this year is... That itx27s worth making x27mistakesx27, itx27s the mistakes that lead you to realizations and take you closer to getting to know yourself. My year has been SO up and down - To an extent that I never thought would be... Hehe :) I am grateful for everything this year has brought in money and experiences - And hope that 2013 will bring more luck in the peace and stability :) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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@ Shimmy // WALTER'S PARTY //

"Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix." Bilder från x27Walterx27sx27 årliga fest i Kapstaden (!) ... Idag är jag sjuk - Ah :( Ska försöka bli frisk till i morgon (viktig dag)! Min favoritlåt idag är: Itx27s real med Real estate. PS: Jag kan knappt fatta att det redan är över 100 kommentarer på emmaoclothing-tävligen (!) Många söndagskramar! ENGLISH! Photos from x27Walterx27sx27 yearly party in Cape Town (!) ... Today Ix27m sick - Ah :( Will try to get healthy until tomorrow (important day)! My favorite song today is: Itx27s real with Real estate. PS: I can hardly grasp that itx27s already over 100 comments on the emmaoclothing-competition (!) Many Sunday hugs! Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Birthday boy + JULEP BAR - Long Street +

"And when I see you, I really see you upside down But my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around." Igår firade vi Kane! Han fyllde 26 :) ... Vi gick till ett charmigt litet ställe på Long Street (Julep Bar)...! Idag om precis en vecka hämtar jag upp min mamma på flygplatsen här i Kapstaden :D ENGLISH! Yesterday we celebrated Kane! He turned 26 :) ... We went to a charming little place on Long Street (Julep Bar)...! Today in exactly one week Ix27m picking up my mother at the airport here in Cape Town :D Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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2 free items from my clothing brand GIVEAWAY: emmaoclothing!

Girls in x27Over-size dress whitex27 = Kenzas (Swedish) -- Mariannan (Finish). Girls in x27Mini dress beigex27 = Mariannan (Finish) -- Beauty.Fashion.Shopping (Polish). En rolig GIVEAWAY från mig till er emmaoclothing! På torsdag nästa vecka mejlar jag 2 vinnare; 1 som har vunnit x27Over-size dress whitex27 + 1 som har vunnit x27Mini dress beigex27. I valfri storlek - För att tävla: Skriv en kommentar med x27Over-size dress whitex27 eller x27Mini dress beigex27 (den som du helst vill ha). Din storlek och mejladress. OCH din favoritlåt just nu :) - EXEMPEL: Så här skulle det se ut om jag skulle x27deltax27 i tävligen; "Over-size dress white, XS, emma@feber.se, The XX - Fiction." ENKELT - Eller hur?! :D Lycka till (!) ENGLISH! A fun GIVEAWAY from me to you emmaoclothing! On Thursday next week Ix27ll e-mail 2 winners; 1 whox27s won x27Over-size dress whitex27 + 1 whox27s won x27Mini dress beigex27. In any size - In order to compete: Write a comment with x27Over-size dress whitex27 or x27Mini dress beigex27 (the one you want the most). Your size and e-mail address. AND your favorite song right now :) - EXAMPLE: This is how it would look if I was to x27participatex27 in the competition; "Over-size dress white, XS, emma@feber.se, The XX - Fiction." SIMPLE - Right?! :D Good luck (!) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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X-MAS road trip // CAPE POINT //

"If you wait for me Then Ix27ll come for you Although Ix27ve traveled far I always hold a place for you in my heart If you think of me If you miss me once in awhile Then Ix27ll return to you Ix27ll return and fill that space in your heart." Igår firade vi jul här i Kapstaden (!) ... Jag åkte ut till vackra x27Cape Pointx27 Kolla in de galna aporna på 5:e bilden, haha! :D ENGLISH! Yesterday we celebrated Christmas here in Cape Town (!) ... I traveled out to beautiful x27Cape Pointx27 Check out the crazy monkeys in the 5th photo, haha! :D Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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There's a time for everything MERRY X-MAS!

"A time to give birth, a time to die... Time to kill and a time to heal... A time to tear down and a time to build up... A time to weep, and a time to laugh... A time to mourn and a time to dance... A time to embrace and a time to shun embracing... A time to search and a time to give up as lost... A time to tear apart and a time to sew together... A time to be silent and a time to speak... A time to love and a time to hate... A time for war and a time for peace." ... Och då var det jul igen...! God jul till alla er kära läsare därute :) Nästa år firar jag jul med min familj i Sverige - 100% (!) ENGLISH! ... And then it was Christmas again...! Happy Christmas to all of you dear readers out there :) Next year Ix27m celebrating Christmas with my family in Sweden - 100% (!) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Holidays + SHIMMY BEACH CLUB +

I morgon är det jul i Sverige - Och på tisdag i resten av världen! :) Jag kommer att fira jul i Kapstaden - Vilken stad kommer DU att fira jul i? Om jag får minst 15 kommentarer på detta inlägg - Gör jag en emmaoclothing giveaway på bloggen för er läsare denna kommande vecka...!!! :) Julkärlek! ENGLISH! Tomorrow itx27s Christmas in Sweden - And on Tuesday in the rest of the world! :) Ix27ll celebrate Christmas in Cape Town - Which city will YOU celebrate Christmas in? If I receive at least 15 comments on this post - Ix27ll make a emmaoclothing giveaway on the blog for you readers this coming week...!!! :) Christmas love! Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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Born to die // SIGNAL HILL //

"Feet donx27t fail me now Take me to the finish line All my heart, it breaks every step that I take But Ix27m hoping that the gates, Theyx27ll tell me that youx27re mine Walking through the city streets Is it by mistake or design? I feel so alone on a Friday night Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you youx27re mine Itx27s like I told you honey." Bilder från magiska x27Signal Hillx27 i Kapstaden (!) ENGLISH! Photos from magical x27Signal Hillx27 in Cape Town (!) Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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CAPE TOWN + STADIUM PARK +

Igår var vi vid x27Cape Town Stadium Parkx27 (!) Vackert... Vackert :) ... Snart är det jul... ENGLISH! Yesterday we were by x27Cape Town Stadium Parkx27 (!) Beautiful... Beautiful :) ... Soon itx27s Christmas... Follow me on Facebook - Twitter - Blog lovinx27 - Lookbook - Shop online at emmaoclothing. Tumnagel
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